How they destroy a person using Non-Violent Strategies Part 1

While Indians continue to nurture their own daughters into career professionals, cared for, celebrated or at least paid for women, my life experience in India is that of being exploited, misled, wasted and destroyed despite being used since childhood.

So, how is it that Indian strategies and systems loot and destroy a person’s personality.

Here are some of my experiences in India in which Several non-violent strategies are exposed.

Even though there is an internal system of technology used on me since childhood which is finally being revealed to me through which any physical part of the body, internal organs along with the brain, nervous system and breath can be targeted there are various other strategies most of them non-violent which have been used to destroy me as well. While the internal technology does have the power to be violent and maybe even kill, all of these strategies do keep a person alive but they are used to psychologically and physically destroy so that the person is never able to live as per their own personality, destiny or even effort. Death of the body isn’t the only death, a person can be killed internally in several other ways in a country like India if found inconvenient yet successful.

And  all that a person could be if they were made to live a consistent career and life, can then be easily looted to market several other personality careers and all the returns of that can be internally enjoyed by the systems that destroy.

TARGET – SKIN. Our Skin is their soft target, they want to destroy it, they want it lose its fair colour and darken and be destroyed without realizing its painful sensitivity. They want it spotted to feel like their own skin, they want us to begin living in their skin instead to lose whatever identity of appearance we are born with. They want to destroy it so that it can be branded ‘ugly’. Somehow they feel by destroying our skin they can feel better about their own skin given by the creator. They specifically targeted my skin otherwise the beginning of this write-up would not have been so skin deep.

TARGET – FACE .DESTROY FACE/POLITICS OF FACE - The face is an obvious target to be destroyed away but not until it is sufficiently played with. They played with my face using technology since childhood, they used free show stage ‘acting’ for school to trap me and then to force Indian faces on my own face leaving me in confusion and misery in my childhood and school, college years after which they started destroying my face by spotting it with bacterial infection in milk and food products. And they never stopped. Later they began destroying my face with other chemicals in salt and food products to especially humiliate me in sexual ways. They deliberately brought my ‘face’ into play by using me for free show stage in the army school and misled me to want to direct my train of thought towards my face and then destroyed it altogether so that I should never be professionally used in any face-based career and they could loot my train of thought and struggle to market and sell and make whichever Faces they now wanted. So obviously, they used my face to play with since childhood and internally but they chose their own faces to sell and market into what they call the ‘common memory’ of their audiences who their people and children should recognize and grow up with. 

TARGET – APPEARANCE. FATTEN, FAT BRANDING or put on show after fattening and not put on show when fitter. They have put me on SHOW, free show stage many times since childhood, but it’s clear they don’t want my personality to be seen or put on show when I am living some life and I am fitter and more mobile, instead they needed to put it on show as bad, when I was kept caged indoors and invested my time in study instead. So, their strategy is that I should not be Shown for looking good or aspiring to live life but to be put on show to look bad and to humiliated. I am not supposed to be ‘Made up’, I am supposed to be destroyed and that is their SHOW.

 Any professional achievement adds to a person’s personality but once you destroy them from their professional accomplishment or establishing themselves as belonging to a certain professional life to define who they are what they are expected to be left with to be negated and humiliated is their own physical self instead of the accomplishments of a career.

So, instead of creating a career professional, professional scientist or professional actress prostitute or professional musician or professional film maker or professional writer  they want all of the professionalism interrupted and destroyed away so that all you are left with is a woman’s flesh and physical appearance that can then be used to humiliate and negate you. Now, you are their FAT on display to be SHOWN instead of a career professional who they can sexually humiliate and negate because consistently targeting a person for their fine appearance is not just sexual humiliation it is obvious racism. The title they wanted prefixed to the name is not that of a profession - a professional scientist, journalist or film maker, not even published writer or artiste but of  'FAT' INDIAN. This they made me live through consistently from within the army house since they began forcing feeding me their food in innocent childhood and caging my body from any travel or movement, and the rest of the people in their racist country India followed suit.
The abuse and neglect of my body along with the faces of fat obese Indians and adults forced on my face early since childhood, using remote technology abused my own face and flesh to modify and abuse my appearance and use to market the FAT INDIAN HINDU RACE.
They need to abuse the body by branding the human body negatively as a 'size' that is different from theirs, a 'size' that will not 'fit in' with them and can be pimped to other races that will accept the 'size', while an internal technology remotely accesses the human body to expand, spread or lean in the human body.

But really, it’s only their own fear of your real worth and instead of channelizing your strength it’s their own weakness they expose that they try and target to destroy you.

Maybe it is the need of Indian races to make and market professional Fatness to humour their own Indian pot bellied bulges instead of have a woman inconvenient to them to challenge them, often standing taller than them.

TARGETING POSITIVITY, MAKING ANTI or NEGATIVE Towards any approach. I believe Positivity in believing in something to happen can cause it to happen in time. Whereas negating something can cause interruptions. To loot and steal from within your being, systems want to lead your personality towards Negativity instead of Positivity. While living in Bombay I realized that even in india, the great Mahatma Gandhi worked not on an anti-violence but a pro non-violence approach. Even while all my life has been lived out of India while it could be lived anywhere else after a certain age, certain internal systems wanted to force an ‘anti-brand’ so that my positivity towards even the existence of India could be destroyed, after all they didn’t want me to successfully use all that hard work and effort made studying their Indian curriculum in their Indian education system and paying attention to and consuming Indian content on their public service broadcaster.
It's their own business plan to make anti-American, Anti-British,Anti-Muslim,Anti-India so that they could try and puppet to negate all these bridges and Indians can go pocket opportunities in all these places for their own selves. 

 Worldwide web connectivity has made it possible to express positivity towards various places and systems while being located anywhere. So, the anti-national branders and marketeers of India forget that their own nation is beyond their national cause and is connected globally, so what anti-nationalism do they fear anymore. In these circumstances there is no need for an ANTI anything approach anymore instead it should lead to search what is POSITIVELY Possible.

ANTI MAKING and ANTI BRANDING Became a big business for countries like India where they had access to consumers who they forced will consume Indian content in every way, Indian education,Indian content for at least 20 years and who begin aspiring to be part of India but they are negative towards the consumer and do negative and bad things to the consumer so that they cut off or force the consumer to cut itself off from the system when the hate and negativity against the consumer becomes visible to the consumer. By that time, the consumer has exhausted itself in consuming India, for example but is not made part of their mainstream and all that time and effort spent in it, makes the consumer feel Anti everything they spent time in consuming and the bad experiences deliberately made part of their lives and will now be thrown into the Anti market from where they will want to become consumers of something new and all the new experiences and information will be sourced and used by the previous system or country like India who they were hooked to consume and then cut off from.

TARGET – HAPPINESS OF A FULFILLED FAMILY LIFE AND MORE PEOPLE BORN TO UNWANTED or INCONVENIENT BLOOD AND DNA – Obviously Indian systems such as Indian army and Indian i.a.s must have ensured happy fulfilled lives for their Own Indian daughters, but I don’t have such experiences, I have experiences of being played with and puppeted by force on the inside through high technology and be sexually humiliated on the outside and therefore I have looked out for alternative technology to heal me in every way, one that doesn’t suck life out of me on the inside, one that I can connect with on my own. I have the feeling and experiences of being a girlchild and woman, from whom they could loot away everything that I could ever be capable of or accomplish, especially obviously my appearance.

TARGET -PHYSICALLY HARDWORKING PERSONALITY – I have been puppeted through an Indian army family system, the Ghar pe baitho scam was enforced upon me at strategic times by the retired army colonel father in my growing up life in Delhi when I wanted to work in India with youthful effervescence. It was repeated again by Bombay systems and again by the army father at strategic career success moments in my life. All because there was already a scam system in place to use technology to use and play with me from within the confines of four walls of the house or anywhere else and all of my life being lived into my own brain and body could be looted at source and other personalities could be sold instead using the struggle within my brain and space. Yet I managed to be in two cities in India and yet I was determined to reconnect with Kashmir again obviously against the wishes of the system and family I am born to.

TARGET - NAME – The politics of NAME is after all very obvious politics and usually it is exposed to be just that, politics. The Name is given by the family and their can be various systems who feel they now own the name a person is born with and can set their own shop on it.

TARGET – SEXUAL SELF ESTEEM. The face is an obvious a part of sexual self esteem and by deliberately playing with it and eventually destroying it in various ways, they openly target sexual self esteem. Obviously other common strategies are face shaming, body shaming or using provocative vulgar descriptions while other obvious ways are bad sexual experiences designed or directed.

TARGET – SOCIAL COMMUNICATION SKILLS and to AVOID INSTEAD OF COMMUNICATING. Since I was not socially introverted I was instead socially avoided by Indian systems and I looked for professional communication methods to communicate instead which they tried to cut me off from to destroy me so that my social communication should not become my strength. I get no invitations in India and I have been given few experiences to experience Indian social lives despite being available to them in every professional aspiration since childhood. Their internal system so used to being derogatory towards me already knew they were not supposed to TAKE ME anywhere the way they took their own daughters with care to experience professional or personal journeys. They know, while being suffocated,caged indoors to be used internally through the high technology system I will eventually SHOW UP on my own out of the desperation of being abandoned

TARGET – PERSONALITY.  If they get to know that your personality can bring you to be in public spaces on your own merit they will try to mislead people about your personality and being. They have enough Indian money to market fake personalities to mislead their own people. When they want to negate and destroy you even the smallest fault in you or any of your actions will be magnified to mock, hate or humiliate but for those they want to promote and market genuinely as their own people even the greatest faults are ignored and never publicly marketed.

TARGET – SELF WORTH  - They want to waste you away and show that you are not good enough despite your aspiration, hard work and effort. Your wasting away in any way is their success. They want your day wasted away instead of being lived. They will give you misleading tips, pull time away from you from making it used as judiciously as you are capable of, they will make you compete in such a way that they will mislead u and put you on show when you are wasted and then you will be ‘not good enough’ or ‘could not do it’ for them. They want you to fall instead of rising. They want you fallen so that they can run over you and loot you over your own effort and aspiration. They want your actions to be your mistakes and not your success. Your success is not falling prey to believing them.

TARGET SELF-ESTEEM -NEGATE – Constantly negate and surround by negativity so that you begin negating the potential of your own existence. They want you to succumb to self negation so that you eventually destroy your own self and they have no blood on their hands. They can use the people around you, your own people, to negate them to negate you, the way in the army family home I have been brought up hearing the way my own kashmiri mother is supposed to be negated and humiliated in every way each day by the retired Indian army colonel father. Wherever there is the possibility of a success professionally or personally they are conditioned to negate at the onset so that all possibility of a success is destroyed at source.

TARGET – CLOTHES. POLITICS OF CLOTHING – You look good in anything you wear or clothes look good on you, doesn’t mean you should be made to wear rags or force to be dressed down despite struggling to make a living. You deserve your right to wear as per your wish and feeling. I have been openly humiliated by the Indian system while they were using me as a free show stage puppet mostly by giving me humiliating costumes to humiliate me that was an obvious way to humiliate me, especially after they began targeting and destroying my face but never allowing me the financial worth and independence I deserve they ensured I will not be given the income to nurture and care for my own self the way I deserved.

TARGET CULTURE -LANGUAGE  - Instead of passing on and preserving the knowledge of Urdu and Kashmiri  that the parents know I was brought up only in Hindi and English in Delhi to strategically make me into a non kashmiri citizen whose life and personality could then be copied out by non Kashmiri Hindi speaking Indians. Not just this, the Indian theatre system where I was directed to be used as a free puppet openly wanted to corrupt and destroy my speech with their abusive Hindi system in a very obvious way to humiliate me. Their Bombay system followed suit. So, they wanted to target good speech and destroy it by their own bad influence.

TARGET – SANITY - MADDEN – A very common strategy to label as ‘MAD’ so that all of your effort made in any constructive madness or affected by consuming news of injustice and other bad news that affects your sanity can be easily looted and credited to some other person, to not make you part of any professional or other space that is created  using your own vision or effort. Instead by ‘maddening’ you out of the way, you can be cast aside and all of your own being can be looted to market someone else who will not be labeled ‘mad’ as you. You are labeled ‘mad’, so somebody else will be given the work to do and life to life. In order to realize this strategy, Situations are created to provoke and display ‘madness’ instead of positively channelizing your existence. Adding provocative additives in milk products especially can be used to destroy ‘mood’ or ‘behaviour’. Or by using people around you to deliberately provoke you, by misleading them about you, feeding them lies or half truths about you, they can provoke ‘mad’ responses. Their strategy is to provoke to cause ill behavior, conflict and clashes. Once a female body has been labelled 'mad' abusers enter and abuse the brain and body to provoke mad 'acts' and abuse the life and body maddened to be abused. I had been studying mental conditions such as depression in my media courses very early but later in Delhi the family placed me in a mental health ward for 15 days to label me mentally unfit on paper. In the Indian system it seems it is not normal to get mad with anger on seeing injustice whereas it is normal to tune into hindi tv soaps or trashy Indian entertainment film filth.

TARGET INTELLECTUAL CAPABALITY

If the Indian system were never going to use me professionally there would have been no need to use me since childhood on the Indian army school stage for free show especially during the time and years meant for a good formative education to direct life towards an established profession. But my time was used and exhausted by the army school instead of single minded dedication to study, despite that I did not fail or drop out of study and struggled to get academic results and spend my time in various academic competitive exams alongside, the career returns of which never came to my own life despite hardwork and struggle.

 Besides, I was conditioned since birth to consume nothing other than Indian media through its film,television,advertising so a lot of that junk left its memory in my brain to be dealt with later in the film school in india.

So, clearly despite sacrificing simple joys of life, my intellectual capability was targeted since primary school so that I live a life and career much lesser than my intellectual potential.

 The college experience did try to intellectually enhance my life experience but at the cost of my professional career aspirations which were never realized the right way.

I do not believe life is about locking yourself in a room reading books to display academic scholarship when a world burns around you, because I do not believe in such intellectual vanity.

TARGET – YOUR DESTINY – Some things are meant to happen in your life because your life was chosen in some way for it, but they don’t want you to realize that destiny. Instead, they want to destroy you, so that they can live your destiny instead. Whether in Delhi or Bombay, they tried to destroy me from my destiny and wanted to realize their own careers and life experiences on it. Some events happen in our life singularly and make our destiny whether someone directs them or they happen on their own. But when somebody is part of your life in any way then your destiny also affects and becomes their destiny. So, there should be no need to destroy someone to live off their destiny.

...to be continued