38 YEARS OF AN UNEVENTFUL NO PAYMENT LIFE IN INDIA
THEY HAVE KEPT ME CAGED IN A ROOM BARE IN DELHI FOR THE LAST 8 YEARS ACCESSING ME AND FORCING VOICES IN MY HEAD THROUGH A REMOTE ACCESS TECHNOLOGY THAT ACCESSES ME SINCE CHILDHOOD, MODIFYING MY FACE,BRAIN,BODY BY FORCE. THEY HAVE KEPT ME CAGED INDOORS OR IN PUBLIC TRANSPORT,STREETS,PUBLIC ROOMS ALONE ALL MY LIFE.
Q) How active did you imagine your life to be if you were not brought up and kept caged.
Ans) If I were my own real self, I would have loved to move my arms and legs and breathe oxygen and air and travel, outdoors as well as spend time indoors. It was only during the first 5-6 years of my life, that I got to travel with the Indian army travels of my father and the family. I would have liked to travel to foreign countries and to outdoor mountain locations but there was no life like that for us.The first travel that I got on my own was only at age 19 to Pakistan and then for a year to Melbourne when I was readying myself to travel to Kashmir. I was always interested in being employed in paid, creative work but was never made part of any. I was used since childhood but never made part of any professional work.
Q) What sort of events did you see in Delhi when you were growing up?
Ans) I was not made to go anywhere to attend any events, I was kept at home, caged, we only went to people’s homes as a family or to attend weddings, the only occasion to dress up. The Indian army school that I attended, where I was supposed to be present in attendance every day of a miserable life used to use me nearly every day on their extracurricular activities in every way as a free show from thought-reading assemblies, to stage dances, to free show theatre play roles with cram and spit dialogues to waste time on learning and memorizing, to recitation of poetry,debates,prose and stupid events like dumb charades, to sports events meant for every child to attend, to compering events for their school stage where they give off awards to their students, every day for all 12 years spent there, all with a caged body that was being abused internally through a remote access technology remotely accessing and playing with my face,brain,body and while I was simultaneously studying with hard work and struggle for every examination and test. There were no events outside of that cage for me to live or experience. But by the age of 15 I stepped out alone on my own, to try and find work for radio broadcasting and spent my time from age 15-18 for public radio broadcasting including the years of 17-19 when I studied journalism at Lady shriram college where I was forced and pushed into print once again and there were academic journalism events and once again the Indian system used me for administrative jobs while studying like the army school used to, organizing college events for their students etc. When they sent me to be used for a few months by the Times of India tabloid, I got to attend party events in Delhi for the first time ever. Travelling to Pakistan and Then for a year in Melbourne became the only travel events in my life. So, once my human body was freed from the wretched Indian Army Public School, my human body was freed to move and travel alone and I could educate my own self better than the 'showmanship' stage brothel and classrooms of Indian Army Public School.
THEY HAVE KEPT ME CAGED IN A ROOM BARE IN DELHI FOR THE LAST 8 YEARS ACCESSING ME AND FORCING VOICES IN MY HEAD THROUGH A REMOTE ACCESS TECHNOLOGY THAT ACCESSES ME SINCE CHILDHOOD, MODIFYING MY FACE,BRAIN,BODY BY FORCE. THEY HAVE KEPT ME CAGED INDOORS OR IN PUBLIC TRANSPORT,STREETS,PUBLIC ROOMS ALONE ALL MY LIFE.
Q) How active did you imagine your life to be if you were not brought up and kept caged.
Ans) If I were my own real self, I would have loved to move my arms and legs and breathe oxygen and air and travel, outdoors as well as spend time indoors. It was only during the first 5-6 years of my life, that I got to travel with the Indian army travels of my father and the family. I would have liked to travel to foreign countries and to outdoor mountain locations but there was no life like that for us.The first travel that I got on my own was only at age 19 to Pakistan and then for a year to Melbourne when I was readying myself to travel to Kashmir. I was always interested in being employed in paid, creative work but was never made part of any. I was used since childhood but never made part of any professional work.
Q) What sort of events did you see in Delhi when you were growing up?
Ans) I was not made to go anywhere to attend any events, I was kept at home, caged, we only went to people’s homes as a family or to attend weddings, the only occasion to dress up. The Indian army school that I attended, where I was supposed to be present in attendance every day of a miserable life used to use me nearly every day on their extracurricular activities in every way as a free show from thought-reading assemblies, to stage dances, to free show theatre play roles with cram and spit dialogues to waste time on learning and memorizing, to recitation of poetry,debates,prose and stupid events like dumb charades, to sports events meant for every child to attend, to compering events for their school stage where they give off awards to their students, every day for all 12 years spent there, all with a caged body that was being abused internally through a remote access technology remotely accessing and playing with my face,brain,body and while I was simultaneously studying with hard work and struggle for every examination and test. There were no events outside of that cage for me to live or experience. But by the age of 15 I stepped out alone on my own, to try and find work for radio broadcasting and spent my time from age 15-18 for public radio broadcasting including the years of 17-19 when I studied journalism at Lady shriram college where I was forced and pushed into print once again and there were academic journalism events and once again the Indian system used me for administrative jobs while studying like the army school used to, organizing college events for their students etc. When they sent me to be used for a few months by the Times of India tabloid, I got to attend party events in Delhi for the first time ever. Travelling to Pakistan and Then for a year in Melbourne became the only travel events in my life. So, once my human body was freed from the wretched Indian Army Public School, my human body was freed to move and travel alone and I could educate my own self better than the 'showmanship' stage brothel and classrooms of Indian Army Public School.
THE INDIAN ARMY PUBLIC SCHOOL WAS THE WORST SCHOOL, WHERE I STUDIED FOR EVERY UNIT TEST WEEK AFTER WEEK ON MY OWN.
WHEREAS THE ARMY PUBLIC SCHOOL KEPT USING MY TIME AND PUT ME ON SHOW ON EXTRA CURICULLAR EVENTS EVERY DAY, USING UP ALL MY TIME IN SCHOOL AND AT HOME. MY BODY WAS BEING REMOTELY ACCESSED WITH DIFFERENT FACES, BODIES, BREATHING WITHOUT ANYBODY TELLING ME WHAT WAS BEING DONE TO MY FACE,BRAIN,BODY THROUGH A VERY ADVANCED REMOTE MACHINE WHICH CAN REMOTELY ACCESS THE FACE,BRAIN.BODY. MY FACE AND LIMBS WERE MOSTLY FATTENED OFF THROUGH THE REMOTE CONTROL.
THE SCHOOL ALIENATED AND SINGLED ME, NOBODY SPOKE TO ME OTHER THAN A SHORT BROWN FEMALE DICK THAT WAS FORCED TO CHASE ME WITH HATE,MOCK AND NEGATIVITY AND WASTE TIME.
THE INDIAN ARMY PUBLIC SCHOOL WERE THE WORST YEARS OF MY LIFE.
THE INDIAN ARMY PUBLIC SCHOOL WERE THE WORST YEARS OF MY LIFE.
THE INDIAN ARMY NEITHER TRAINED MY BODY, NOR WERE THERE TO KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING TO ME, BECAUSE THEY MUST HAVE ALREADY KNOWN.
Q)Which means, by the age of 21, you had experienced a lot of these events created for you during your academic life?
Ans) Yes, other than these things I was used for, the events in my life were the rigorous self study for every unit test, every examination,medical entrance examination, law entrance examination,CAT Management examination other than other self study attending tuition centers for all these examinations.
Q) Where was your own life and personality, other than all these ‘events’ that kept your brain and body busy?
Ans) Nowhere, other than the imaginary space within the home where my soul lives, so I have no childhood experience of being any creator or maker or professional, or of purchasing clothes or lifestyle products or any other self-grooming lifestyle. Also, I was made a full time consumer of Indian television and film including all Indian black and white films of 1950s and coloured films of 1960s, 1970s, 1980s, because of my family since birth which I stopped consuming at age 15 but never a consumer of India's cable television. Maybe the people who pimped me since childhood wanted me caged indoors which became my imaginary world since no body communicated to me outside of it. And obviously I couldn’t tell, neither was ever told that any remote technology system was accessing and playing with everything from my face, to brain and body. Obviously, if someone had loved and cared about me to tell me this as a child, my life would not have looked so and wrecked like this and since I was never given a camera, I would have been interested in using a camera and keeping more visuals of the face especially to see other faces forced on it and start applying myself creatively with it instead of my day and night wasted away in forced ‘nothingness’ to be kept ‘nothing’. I would have forced the systems to give me a life to live much earlier, other than abuse me as a ‘learn to obey’ slave which I couldn’t do until I was 19.
Q) What about Bombay and it’s BROTHEL, BOLLYWOOD did they not show you any events or life to live?
Ans) Nothing. Since 2002 nothing. I was brought in for a 5,000 ruppee work-from-home-and-study-job in Delhi and they didn’t want to show me any of their lives or careers. I forced the Film and Television of India to let me study for a year in their film school.
I was wasted,used,abused,exploited for the first 21 years of my life, that became my struggle but at age 21 I was available for professional work for the Bombay industries and they never gave me any life or career. I don't hold the first 21 years of a miserable life in Delhi responsible because patience in any struggle is a struggle we bring with us to begin life and work professionally but the Bombay pimps who were paid to destroy and cut me off from any beginning to a professional life or career and wasted and stole all of my life, responsible for the theft of my life. They are the visible famous faeces of the monsters of India that represent the Indian monsters that have wasted,exploited, stolen all of my life and enjoyed foreign flights and monies in europe and america etc.
You can struggle,slave,study,succeed with hard work and effort in 'education' but if Indians don't give you the work and the life that comes along with work, your life is destroyed. The Indian system is clever, they use,waste,steal and exploit me and give every work to only their own Indians.
Every part of me, including my face,brain,flesh,body,skin is, used,wasted,exploited since childhood and I struggle and study beyond it since childhood but I am never given the work, Indians get the work and they pocket credit, they lived life. All of the Indian system across Delhi,Bombay and their South Indian penis brothel etc, along with their american and european lovers and supporters paying,employing and reproducing them, all turned out to be on the same side, wasting,exploiting,destroying,abusing me all of my life. Not only that, they physically destroyed my face and skin and kept my body wasted and caged. Consuming India or Indians, therefore is shelved in my life now.
Q) What kind of events did you get to attend in Bombay after that?
Ans) I stepped out into Bombay on my own and even though I was given a desk job for a year there was no activity or events in my life. I stepped out to see film makers of India and they showed off their own careers and how they were living professional lives in Bombay with work credit after work credit for their own selves and no work credit for me. They and their television media showed off how they enjoyed lives and careers in the film industry along with television publicity and world travel. But I did get to attend writing events at the Film and Television Institute of India and attend a few film screening events that were happening in Bombay by showing up. And a few months on a theatre stage in a musical because so much of my childhood and life was misled and wasted consuming Indian musicals. Once again my own room in their public hostel became my only event in life, along with consuming life,visuals,music online. Travelling alone in the public transport of Pune,Bombay on buses,trains,local trains,flights to home in Delhi and the sea became the only events in my life. Feeling the presence of oxygen through Bombay breeze and rain which did not exist in my years in Delhi became my only events. Indians never showed me any of their music events or film events or Bollywood shows or award shows for which they travel around in India and abroad on frequent, regular flights or any of their televised lifestyle. No film festivals in India or abroad which they travel regularly for their own selves. No advertising events. They did not show me any travel to any city in India outside Bombay. They travel routinely to mountain location,enjoying film shoots I have been desperate to breathe mountain air since childhood but none of the indian film pimps took me anywhere travelling with them. They did not show me any foreign travel or foreign flight. They never showed me their television studios or broadcasting industries. Indians showed me Nothing despite the way I was exploited since childhood. But they did show me their Indian slums and how faeces can be excreted in Indian style public toilets of public hostels, public lavatories of bus,train stations and that of the toilets of scheduled caste servant quarter apartments. And I don’t want to lose any more of what is left of my life and self respect so I will never go to Bombay whore brothel city ever again.
They are all part of Bollywood, but I am not, I have credit under my own name in my own computer, I was not made part of any Bollywood film,TV work credit. Just as I was never made part of Indian news business or Indian television or media industries.
Q) What made you believe that Indians were going to give or show you an eventful lifestyle which they live and earn for their own selves and their own Indian children?
Ans)They exploited me since childhood all through my years in the Indian education system in the pross making brothel Indian Army Public School and the media pimping and Delhi prossing Lady Shriram College and I worked for everything I was made to do along with struggle and efforts in every academic test and examination so I expected I will get to live an eventful life where I would get to travel and work and earn and experience a life and career.
Q) Didn’t you realise they were already abusing you internally through remote technology and changing your own face and skin and abusing your body since childhood?
Ans) I kept struggling even after they my skin away through adulterated chemicals and destroyed it permanently with cuts,scars,pits,boils. I kept bleeding into my computer and still kept writing and reading and hoping to be kept alive. It’s my own personality to want to reach out, communicate and to be hard-working despite being kept caged and that’s why I stepped away from home and managed to live from within the same home as well. I imagined I was going to get some life to live because of all of the efforts since childhood.
As expected I was never given any work credit into any Film or television or advertising and everything that I wrote or whatever happened in my own journey and struggle was stolen by Indians and sold under their own Indian Names. Everything from titles to character names to direction to aspiration was stolen by Indians and marketed by their Indian names.
Q) What do you feel when you see booming Indian television channels other than their paid radio and film with worldwide events where they have space,work and pay for every Indian aspirant?
Ans) I do not consume them now. They are paid and celebrating their Indian lives, dancing,singing,prostituting in entertainment,news, news parties and media events, studying, in discussions, travelling worldwide on world holiday trips, work travel in multiple foreign countries in events 24.7, events staged all over India and with Indians attending all over the world erecting and promoting hindu idols all over the world. They are enjoying an eventful life for their own Indian sons and daughters along with the rest of the world and they are paid for it. I do not consume them. I know their Indian system has hated me since my birth in India and I have lived with all their hate forced on my face and body through a remote access remote technology system in India. Despite a timely aspiration in 1999 into Media and journalism and struggle since childhood, Indians never showed me what goes on in this overpaid Indian broadcasting Newsrooms or their Indian news studios or any other studios.
Q) India was paid monies after monies to run 24.7 commercial radio stations and studios and 24.7 television, entertainment and news studios, Have you ever seen or experienced any of those radio and television studios?
Ans) NO. I aspired and struggled for them at a young age, but I have never been made to see or experience any commercial radio or television studio in India. I have never experienced radio or television and the life and monies given to them in India. So, I stopped consuming them and I haven't consumed any Indian radio or television in the last 20 years.
Q) But the advertising penis run bollywood brothel was full of indian army gay indian army female penis, gay anushka,gay gauri,gay aishwarya,gay sushmita,gay priyanka chopra, gay preeti randi, gay lara, gay mini other gay indian hindu randi chut haddi names of Indian army where crores of work,money was thrust into their indian army underwear where they were spoonfed into work,career,monies,lifestyles,fuck etc and shown every detail of the indian prostitution film,tv markets and events???
Ans) I am not these indian army sluts. Most of them turned out to be The Times of India randi chut defunct brothel miss india gay male beauty paegent brief and underwear prostitutes for all the money, work credit, life experience, fame, advertising prostitution and even political pwer etc put into their briefs for their pimps to use.
I want nothing to do with Indian army sluts. They are their own children, my own struggle is not like their own children.they alienate me. I am of azad kashmiri origin whose face,brain,body,flesh,aspiration,career was exploited, looted and destroyed since childhood especially since I was made to attend the Indian army school but not any Indian army area or resources. Every part of my dna and personal struggle has been stolen, everything from my face,skin,dna,life,career,creative struggle and qismat has been stolen. For me the Indian army school was never a place for any army style training or education, They are an Indian army of a hijda stage brothel that makes randi chuts and hijda randis and markets them nude in modelling prostitution and acting prostitution along with hijda stage dances and fishes for businesses in India using them and for staging and marketing hideous indian faces and obesities of India for which my human body,face,and brain and lifestyle was caged and modified to stage their Indian black face obesities. That is their main business other than staging Free Shows of real life. Despite my success and struggle and study and a lifetime spent in India, the Hijda Randi Stage brothel called the Indian army has never had a conversation with me and never bothered to know me or communicate with me. My own face,brain, body was being through an internal technology and whatever the Indian army hijda brothel obesity school was using and staging was not my own personality, it was for their own people and they never cared to know me or converse with me. I don't exist in the Indian Army system and neither did I grow up in their areas or resources, they don't exist in my life. The Indian army school and army system is no relationship with me and never had any care for me, they were in relationships with other members of the family I am born into and I was used for them. The Indian Army Public School were for my mother Dr Veena Indarpal and Col. Indarpal and my older sisters, My life and human face,brain and body was used there for them and has nothing to do with my own self personality.
That School or its people never cared about me or the misery or my issues of whatever I was living through.
The years spent caged in their Indian army school brothel obesity stage were the worst years of my own life and a childhood wasted,misled and destroyed. The Indian army school and Indian army people is not my school, they are not my people. They made me feel miserable, alienated, avoided, alone and an outsider all my life and never told me how my insides and my face,brain,body was being accessed,played with,modified since childhood through a very powerful remote access technology that can remotely access a human body,face,brain,nervous system,senses in every way and do whatever they want to it.
Q) So, since 2002 after 20 years of being abused and exploited since childhood, when you were available for a paid professional life you have lived no life, you are still nude,bare within your parents home with the only money that only they pay you?
Ans) No. Only a struggle which began since childhood. Still no payment, still no direction, no events, no travel, still not even money to purchase clothes to wear just the way it was in childhood, still nobody communicating with me in any real way. Still no beginning to my life - personal or working life. So, instead of 20 years of a credited working life, instead of 20 years of a professional career, 20 years of a lived lifestyle or career, or even 20 years of the experience or purchasing clothes I am still kept within my parents home with only the money they pay me, while a remote technology system accessing me since childhood continues to access my face,brain,body nude and bare and internally accessing it on the inside. So, the 20 years I was meant to live a working career or lived life with 20 years worth of earning and saving has also been made into ‘Nothing’ by India as they strategized to after exploiting me since childhood.
My human body, face,brain, personality was availability to India since birth especially to the Hijda randi brothel called the Indian army school and despite remote access technology and modifying my face,brain,body but they deliberately wasted my human body and never used my arms or legs in any useful way, avoiding and alienating me. I always stepped out alone into India, to a foreign country alone, to pune and bombay on my own alone and even to Kashmir with my own arms and legs, all alone.
Q) When you finally flew to Srinagar alone in 2011 and returned to Delhi in 2012, were you still expecting Delhi will give you any professional life? Did you not imagine, where your human body,face,brain has been abused internally since childhood and exploited, will something even worse be planned for you?
Ans) I came to be with my parents, because they were old and lonely with me away in another city and hoped I could finally work here with all the skills I have struggled for even if I was never given any life or career to live by India. But an internal system had already planned to make my life experience caged in Delhi even worse to express their hate against me, to send me adulteration and to access into my nude,bare flesh and body and reveal how much they have hated me since childhood that I never seemed to realize still struggling since childhood. That these Indians have a full time job to hate and mock and humiliate me of the dna especially that I am born with, my face,brain,womb,skin,even hair is for them to humiliate,destroy,abuse while they hate me as a person whose original personality they wanted to copy,loot,waste,destroy,modify since childhood for which they have access to very advanced technology through which they have acessed into my face and brain to access my own dna,face,skin,brain and loot off everything in my brain from within my struggle, to isolate and abandon me, alone as a woman struggling alone till her mid 30’s alone in their public transport and public roads and public spaces and whose nude and bare body they use bare and nude, since childhood till her mid 30’s as free nude,flesh and genital available to them internally through a remote technology system and with no real professional career or life to live. I thought maybe Bombay pimps rejected me every day of my life spent there and never made me part of their lives so maybe Delhi would give me a new life to live out of here forever, but they only continued to watch me wasted alone on their streets as well just as the power pimps in Bombay had and continued to use my struggle to create careers and working lives for their own Indians.
Q) So, it was all a scam to get you conceived in India and then to breed you to be a consumer of everything Indian since childhood and then make you a struggler and aspirant in their Indian systems and to never give you any life or career because they have a technology system to access into your face,brain,body,dna?
Ans) YES. They forced me to be a consumer of Indian education, Indian television, Indian drama, Indian news, Indian music, Indian politics, Indian film and Indian food. They had already accessed into my face,brain,body and dna and made me struggle since childhood and whatever I struggled for since childhood for 30 years is free source material available to them to erect the professional lives and careers of their own selves based on my consumption and aspiration of their systems and even my aspiration for communicating with and consuming international or Kashmir based life and opportunities which they stopped me from and which remained within me as just aspiration, all of which is 38 years of an unpaid, unchanellised life in struggle available for them to be used for their own selves with no professional life or personal life for me.
I HAVE NO TRUST WITH ANY INDIAN OR THEIR EUROPEAN OR AMERICAN . I HAVE NEVER BEEN GIVEN ANY LIFE WITH THEM AND HAVE BEEN EXPLOITED MISERABLY SINCE CHILDHOOD.
I HAVE BEEN GIVEN NO EDUCATION FOR EUROPE OR AMERICA BY INDIA AND EUROPE AND AMERICA ARE ENJOYING WITH INDIAN MALES,FEMALES,TRANSGENDERS,OTHERS ETC WHO ARE BROUGHT TO THEM TO LIVE,TRAVEL,WORK.
Every day since childhood my face is and they force in Indian faces on my face through remote technology so that my human flesh is used as real life show with a forced Indian face. They started abusing me from my innocent childhood so that as i grew up in innocence I couldn't know what my own real self was, what my own real face was. Most of those faeces were Indian,South Indians,Bangali,Scheduled Castes, male and female and others. By forcing me to be a consumer of india, they accessed my brain and stole my incomplete aspiration for an international lifestyle and about kashmir and internationalised their own selves and crawled into kashmir with it as indians other than squatting all over the world with their own undestroyed Indian faeces and skin.
They destroyed my face and skin since childhood and by force mixed in the faces and breath and behaviours of their indian scheduled castes, bangalis, south indians, punjabis etc with their very powerful technology so that my own spirit could be looted and stolen and all their indian scheduled castes, bangalis, gujaratis, south indians, punjabis live and work in europe, america or anywhere else in the world, whereas my own spirit was and my face and skin destroyed for ever since childhood directing my life and career into the scheduled caste servant quarters of Bombay with no beginning to any life or career.
Indians never cared what I was feeling or living through, whether I have any career,creative life,money,marriage or even clothes to wear, whether I had any human being to talk to or any human being caring for me, other than my own parents.
They only and abused my face,brain and body, skin to keep forcing their Indian faces on my skin and market their own black and brown Indian faces and Indian hindu names in India and foreign countries and even in Kashmir where they have enjoyed more access to Kashmir than I have ever experienced despite struggle and study.
By forcing me to be a consumer of india and forced me to be in an entertainment and academic struggle simultaneously and never giving me a real life in either and never giving me a professional career or any life to live and by accessing into my face,brain,body they became all the professions and careers,dreams and opportunities they made me struggle for since childhood.
INDIANS AND WHOEVER THEY PIMP FOR, EXPLOITED MY BIRTH IN INDIA AND WANTED ME TO BE THE ONE WITH A BAD FACE,BAD SKIN, BAD BODY, BAD CHARACTER,BAD LIFE AND FOR THAT THEY DESTROYED MY OWN FACE,SKIN AND FORCED IN THEIR INDIAN FILTH INTO MY SENSES. THE PERSON THAT I WAS BORN AS, WITH MY OWN FACE,SKIN, PERSONALITY WAS NOT ALLOWED TO LIVE AND BE AVAILABLE AS A HUMAN RESOURCE AND EVERY PART OF MY FACE,BRAIN,BODY WAS ACCESSED,USED AND MODIFIED.
INDIANS AND WHICHEVER SYSTEM THAT SUPPORTS THEM,INCLUDING ALL THE SYSTEMS I AM BORN INTO HAVE DESTROYED MY OWN FACE,SPIRIT AND BEING SINCE CHILDHOOD AND ACCESSED AND EXPLOITED ME TO FORCE ME TO BECOME MUCK AND FILTH FACED, BLACK FACED, ADULT OR MALE FACED BY FORCE, UNWORTHY OF WELL PAID FINANCIAL CAREERS OR PROFESSIONAL LIFESTYLE DESPITE STRUGGLE AND SUCCESS SINCE CHILDHOOD AND BE KEPT CAGED AS UNMARRAIGBLE OBESITY. SINCE THEY ALREADY HAVE BEEN ACCESSING AND MY FACE,BRAIN,BODY CHILDHOOD THROUGH VERY HIGH TECHNOLOGY AND OTHER SYSTEMS SINCE CHILDHOOD. LIFE FOR ME BEING BORN AND USED BY INDIA HAS BEEN A BAD EXPERIENCE EVERY DAY AND NIGHT OF MY LIFE.
THEY HAVE KEPT ME REPRESSED SINCE CHILDHOOD AND OTHER THAN MY OWN FACE AND POSSIBILITIES OF LIFE AND CAREER FOR ME, HAVE STOLEN ALL OF MY STRUGGLE FORCING TO KEEP ME REPRESSED AS A CONSUMER WHO THEY CAN ACCESS AND NOTHING MORE THAN THAT.
MY BIRTH HAS NEVER BEEN ALLOWED TO BE MY OWN BIRTH, IT IS USED FOR OTHER PEOPLES AND SYSTEMS BUSINESSES ABOUT ME, WHICH THEY NEVER TELL ME ABOUT.
THEY KNOW I BEGAN STRUGGLING AND STUDYING SINCE CHILDHOOD AND I KEPT STRUGGLING ALL ALONE AND STUDYING. ESPECIALLY SINCE THE LAST 8 YEARS CAGED IN THIS ROOM, THEY HAVE WORKED ON A SCAM WHERE AFTER DESTROYING ME FROM ANY LIFE OR CAREER, I AM CONSIDERED AN UNWORTHY, UNMARRIED OBESITY SINGLE MALE/FEMALE/HERMAPHRODITE NOT BY CHOICE BUT BY FORCE AND WHO I CANNOT SEE KEEP ACCESSING MY FACE,BRAIN,BODY THROUGH THEIR VERY ADVANCED REMOTE TECHNOLOGY.
INSTEAD OF LIFE ABOUT MY OWN FACE,BRAIN,ASPIRATION, I HAVE BEEN FORCED TO LIVE A LIFE WITHOUT ANY WORK CREDIT, WITHOUT ANY EARNING, WITHOUT ANY LIFESTYLE, WITHOUT ANY EXPERIENCE OF MARRIAGE, WITHOUT ANY CREDIT ABOUT ANY OF THE WAYS IN WHICH MY FACE,BRAIN,BODY AND STRUGGLE OUTSIDE OF IT HAS BEEN ACCESSED AND ABUSED SINCE CHILDHOOD AND FORCED TO BECOME A CONSUMER CAGED WITHING A ROOM.
THEY WERE ONLY MY FACE,BRAIN,BODY,SKIN. THEY NEVER MADE INTO THEIR ACTRESS OR FILM WRITER OR FILM DIRECTOR OR NEWS BROADCASTER OR ANY WORK CREDIT IN FILM, TELEVISION, ADVERTISING OR EVER INVITED TO ANY EVENTS WITH THEM. THEY STOLE ALL MY STRUGGLE IN THESE FIELDS AND ERECTED THEIR OWN INDIAN NAMES AND FACES IN EVERY CAREER, PROFESSION AND WORK CREDIT.
INSTEAD OF BEING GIVEN ANY PROFESSIONAL WORK THAT I WANTED SINCE CHILDHOOD I WAS FORCED INTO BECOMING A FULL TIME CONSUMER ESPECIALLY OF OLD STALE CONTENT INDIAN PRODUCTS AND THE SCAM HAS BEEN TO FORCE ME TO BECOME AND REMAIN ONLY A CONSUMER WHO THEY HAVE BROKEN INTO SINCE MY CHILDHOOD,
THEY HAVE PIMPED MY BIRTH AND LIFE AS THAT OF A CONSUMER THEY WANTED TO ACCESS AND PLAY WITH AND HAVE DESTROYED EVERY OTHER SUCCESS AND ASPIRATION IN ME.
THEY PIMPED MY LIFE, FACE,BRAIN,EYES,BODY IN THEIR CONSUMER MOTI SCAM SINCE CHILDHOOD WHERE I WAS FORCED TO BECOME A CONSUMER OF INDIAN GIVING AWAY MY OWN INTERESTS, CONSUMING INDIAN FOOD,INDIAN BRANDS,INDIAN HINDU RELIGION, INDIAN EDUCATION,INDIAN MEDIA,INDIAN FILM AND TELEVISION AND INDIAN MUSIC AS A FULL TIME CONSUMER AND EVEN THOUGH I KEPT STRUGGLING TO BE A PROFESSIONAL IN INDIA, THEY STOLE MY LIFE AND CAREER THE WAY THEY HAD STOLEN MY FACE SINCE CHILDHOOD AND AS A CONSUMER MOTTI, THEY COULD ACCESS EVERYTHING I WAS MADE TO CONSUME OR CONSUMED AND COULD ACCESS MY FACE,BRAIN,EYES,EARS,NUDE BODY AND ACCESS ALL THE DATA I CONSUMED AND NEVER GIVE ME MY OWN LIFE OR PROFESSION TO LIVE.
THEY MY FACE AND ERECTED THEIR OWN FACES AS VISIBLE FACES. THEY STOLE MY CREATIVE STRUGGLE AND ERECTED THEIR OWN SELVES AS ACTRESSES,WRITERS,FILMMAKERS,INTERNATIONAL WORLD TRAVELERS,TELEVISION BROADCASTERS.
NOW I AM FREE TO NEVER CONSUME ANY INDIAN, INDIAN HINDU RELIGION, INDIAN PIMP SCHOOL, COLLEGE EDUCATION BROTHELS, INDIAN TELEVISION, INDIAN NEWS, INDIAN POLITICIANS, INDIAN WRITING, INDIAN MUSIC OR INDIAN FILM BOLLYWOOD.
NOW I HAVE ACCESS TO THE INTERNET AND BOOKS AND VISUALS AVAILABLE FROM THE WORLD ON THE INTERNET TO CONSUME AND I DON'T NEED TO GO THROUGH INDIAN PIMPS TO CONSUME THE WORLD AND OUTER SPACE ON THE INTERNET.
NOW I HAVE A CAMERA IN MY PHONE, I CLICK A BARE PIC OF MY DESTROYED FACE WITH SOMEBODY ELSE'S FACE STILL FORCED ON IT THROUGH A REMOTE TECHNOLOGY THAT ACCESSES ME BARE SINCE CHILDHOOD AND GIVE IT OFF ON THE INTERNET FOR FREE LIKE THE CONTENT I CAN CONSUME ON THE INTERNET FOR FREE
THE MONEY IN MY BANK ACCOUNT IS KEPT ZERO AS IT WAS SINCE CHILDHOOD WITH NO PAYMENT IN ANY INDIAN CURRENCY EVER MADE TO ME AND NO BEGINNING TO ANY PROFESSIONAL CAREER OR PERSONAL LIFE OTHER THAN THE MONEY GIVEN BY MY PARENTS TO ME TO SURVIVE WITH.
DESPITE MY STRUGGLE AND SUCCESS SINCE CHILDHOOD THE SYSTEMS I AM BORN INTO, FAMILY AND THE EVIL SYSTEMS OF DELHI AND BOMBAY BY USING ME FOR FREE ALL MY LIFE WANTED TO PUT ON SHOW I AM DEPENDENT ON AND EAT MY PARENTS MONEY SO THAT THE FAMILY KEEPS MOCKING AND CURSING ME SINCE CHILDHOOD AND INDIANS CAN ENJOY MOCKING AND HUMILIATING INSTEAD OF USING AND PAYING ME WITH ANY PROFESSIONAL FINANCIAL DIGNITY DESPITE ACCESSING AND EXPLOITING ME SINCE CHILDHOOD WHILE THEY KEPT THEIR OWN INDIAN SONS AND DAUGHTERS PAID WITH ALL THEIR MONEY.
IT WAS NOT ABOUT MY OWN DREAMS. IT WAS ABOUT THEIR OWN AND THEY USED ME FOR IT.
FOR 7 YEARS AND 7 MONTHS IN THIS ROOM WHERE I AM CAGED, THEY HAVE BEEN DUMPING THEIR 'DREAMS' INTO MY BRAIN.
IT WASN'T ABOUT A CREDITED PROFESSIONAL WORKING LIFE FOR ME, OTHERWISE I WOULD HAVE LIVED IT. IT WAS ABOUT THEIR SYSTEMS WATCHING ME STRUGGLE, ACCESSING MY DNA,STUDY,CREATIVITY,STRUGGLE,DESTROYING ME PHYSICALLY AND IN EVERY OTHER WAY AND LOOTING ALL OF MY LIFE.
IN INDIA, THEY HAVE GIVEN ME NEITHER A PROFESSIONAL LIFE DESPITE AN ACADEMIC STRUGGLE SINCE CHILDHOOD THAT IS STILL ONGOING, NOR HAVE THEY GIVEN ME THE PROFESSIONAL LIVES OF THE BOMBAY - DELHI BASED FILM,TELEVISION,MEDIA,ADVERTISING PROFESSIONALS AND OF COURSE I LIVED IN A FOREIGN COUNTRY ONLY FOR ONE YEAR WHERE I TRAVELED FOR THE FIRST AND ONLY TIME IN MY LIFE. THEY HAVE JUST USED MY FACE AND FLESH AND SINCE CHILDHOOD, EVEN AFTER DESTROYING MY SKIN, THEY USE MY FLESH TO FORCE IN THE FACES OF INDIANS - MALES AND FEMALES ON MY FACE WITH NO BEGINNING TO MY OWN LIFE. SOME HUMANS DECIDED SINCE MY CHILDHOOD, THAT THEY COULD DO ANYTHING THEY WANTED TO MY FACE,FLESH,BRAIN,SENSES,BREATH AND EVEN IN MY 38TH YEAR,YEARS AFTER DESTROYING MY SKIN AND ABUSING MY FACE EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE, THEY ARE STILL ACCESSING ME IN EVERY WAY, ESPECIALLY MY OWN FACE, THEIR FIRST TARGET.
THEY USE REMOTE TECHNOLOGY SINCE CHILDHOOD TO CHANGE THE FACE WITH ANY FACE SHAPES OR OTHER PEOPLES FACES, FACIAL FEATURES WITH ANY LIPS,ANY SMILE, ANY VOICE, ANY HANDS BUT NEVER GIVE ANY PROFESSIONAL DIRECTION OTHER THAN HUMILIATING EXPERIENCES ON UNPAID FREE SHOW. THEY ADDED ANY BEHAVIOR, ANY FEELING, ANYBODY ELSE'S BREATHING INTO MY HUMAN BODY AND BRAIN AND ACCESSED MY OWN AND USED IT.
THERE IS NO ACKNOWLEDGEMENT THAT MY FACE,BRAIN,BODY HAS BEEN ACCESSED, PLAYED THROUGH REMOTE TECHNOLOGY AND OTHER METHODS SINCE CHILDHOOD.
BY ACCESSING AND USING ME AND MY FACE,BRAIN,BODY UNPAID 24.7 AND A STRUGGLE ALONE THAT GOES BEYOND MY OWN FACE AND BODY, AND USING ME FOR FREE, UNPAID OR IF EVER PAID, PAID THE LOWEST AT 150 RUPEES, 5,000 RUPEES A MONTH AND NOT MORE THAN 25,000 PER MONTH EVER, I HAVE NEVER BEEN GIVEN THE WORK OR PAYMENT DESPITE BEING USED AND NEVER BEEN PAID TO EARN OR SAVE WHICH MEANS NEITHER DID INDIANS WANT ME TO EARN OR SAVE FOR HEALTH CARE OR FOR MAKING A HOME OF MY OWN, TO GIVE TO MY PARENTS OR FAMILY MEMBERS, TRAVEL, INVESTMENTS NOR ANY MONEY TO GIVE BIRTH TO, RAISE AND PAY FOR A CHILD.
WHEN DOES MY LIFE BEGIN?
