QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS - UPLOADING MY WINTER HOLIDAY
Ans) I am still a homeless person in my brain, the way i was brought up and i need some virtual presence of a snow clad home inside and outside that I can virtually live and breathe in, I have no such experience in life, this is just a 3 day experience in my life in India, first time ever. It happened because of the snow photos and snow clips i consumed on Snapchat and on online profiles of Kashmir and since all of this was free content I wanted to create free content and return it back to the internet. Now its a place like my virtual and computer spaces I can live in and call HOME or ROOM.
Q) But the place where you have enjoyed My Winter Holiday is actually a palace made into a hotel in Chail, do you feel it is right for you upload hotel footage?
Ans) People enter hotels and shoot footage and upload it for free on the internet, it does good for people, for the Hotel promotion and then other people can stumble upon it and consume it. It is all self shot footage and I have just placed free music available on the internet.
Q) Your self shot clips, is this supposed to be ACTING?
Ans) Which of this is acting, I lived 3 days in a beautiful palace which is now a hotel, I experience snowfall for the first time, wake up to a snow clad scene that i see with my eyes for the first time, wearing the same clothes I slept off in and videograph it on my own with my own hand and then put it together with good music, nobody directs me, nobody acts with me in these shots, nobody obviously pays me anything, ever which of this is ACTING???
The rape of my life since childhood was a scam called 'ACTING'. No acting work was ever given to me, especially in India other than some derogatory free show stage parts to scar and humiliate me for life, but there is a rape system that exists since childhood which is run through remote control technology that rapes me off my own face and forces in whichever face they want on my face, does whatever they want to my brain and body and that scam has been raping and 'playing' with me all my life of misery even till I am 37 now. That scam is perhaps their 'acting' abusing my face,brain,body. As it is the systems of Delhi and Bombay decided they will never given me any professional qualification that will be any title in my Life, so despite my struggle in a personal and every other way, no Indian system of Delhi and Bombay ever regarded me as an actor or called me an actor, they just raped me, the remote control system kept raping me, they destroyed my face and skin and none of that is 'acting'. Those 'actor' names and 'actor/ titles were reserved by India for their own Indian faeces, Indian males and Indian females whereas all of my life and internal struggle and choices were looted,copied, stolen by these systems openly without ever giving me life, career or even a loving human touch,
Q) Today is a day of Love in some cultures, you have obviously not experienced any such thing?
Ans) There is no love yet in my life, other than the care given by my parents and they keep showing how much they fight with each other every day perhaps as they are programmed to do and I live with that sort of Love.
My years in Delhi as a child were completely loveless and no human being ever gave me any love in Delhi other than being molested and getting my breast grabbed as male 'human touch' on my body in the secure civil government area. I was a consumer of film,television,radio,news instead. Growing up in India with Indians has been such a horrid experience in my life that Indians despite exploiting me since childhood in their 'education' system and watching me destroyed in front of their film,tv brothel city of Bombay did not even give me any caring human touch.
In Bombay, Pune etc there was just a crowd and sea of people with no loving human touch, and eventually I was stripped bare of my jeans to be fucked and kissed and an erect penis was directed to be thrust into my arsehole to ejaculate to then abort me and spread my legs and bare my vagina to local Indian doctors of Bombay. In the same year 2010 I was again kissed and fucked by another stranger who was directed to never know me or see me again. Then I was asked to live in Delhi where street food adulterated with Indian?? semen was sent to me and I was aborted many times over through the remote control remote access system. And all through these years a remote control remote access technology system abuses my face to force whichever face they want on my face, do whatever they want to my brain and body and I have given away all the love in my vagina, heart and brain to them because I was given no other life in India. But It's by keeping me blind, I cannot see those people as they speak into my skull and do things with my nerves or body but i can hear their voice or any voice they want thrown into my skull, so its a virtual experience and not anything real in my life. Instead I give and take love online on free platforms such as chatrooms, online profiles, text and video chat, Then i cut up my body into photos and videos on my mobile phone which is obviously tapped into and with that i have some memory of what my own self is because there is no human being to love me or live with me and obviously nobody in Delhi or Bombay ever cared to make any photos or videos of me. So, since 2018 all parts of my body, my face, breasts,vagina details are available bare into photos and videos and anybody who gets them can 'PLAY" with them the way they want.
Q) So, is all of that a part of living MY WINTER HOLIDAY for three days?
Ans) MY WINTER HOLIDAY is very special because I lived these 3 days because of my parents and we travelled here together and they made me see snowfall for the first time and I shot some footage with them, whereas my own self shot clips are just the things I kept doing with myself and the spaces around me, but even though I might be with my parents, all the people I consumed, c
Q) You just uploaded 5 parts of MY WINTER HOLIDAY, what made you upload so many personal self shot clips??
Ans) I am still a homeless person in my brain, the way i was brought up and i need some virtual presence of a snow clad home inside and outside that I can virtually live and breathe in, I have no such experience in life, this is just a 3 day experience in my life in India, first time ever. It happened because of the snow photos and snow clips i consumed on Snapchat and on online profiles of Kashmir and since all of this was free content I wanted to create free content and return it back to the internet. Now its a place like my virtual and computer spaces I can live in and call HOME or ROOM.
Q) But the place where you have enjoyed My Winter Holiday is actually a palace made into a hotel in Chail, do you feel it is right for you upload hotel footage?
Ans) People enter hotels and shoot footage and upload it for free on the internet, it does good for people, for the Hotel promotion and then other people can stumble upon it and consume it. It is all self shot footage and I have just placed free music available on the internet.
Q) Your self shot clips, is this supposed to be ACTING?
Ans) Which of this is acting, I lived 3 days in a beautiful palace which is now a hotel, I experience snowfall for the first time, wake up to a snow clad scene that i see with my eyes for the first time, wearing the same clothes I slept off in and videograph it on my own with my own hand and then put it together with good music, nobody directs me, nobody acts with me in these shots, nobody obviously pays me anything, ever which of this is ACTING???
The rape of my life since childhood was a scam called 'ACTING'. No acting work was ever given to me, especially in India other than some derogatory free show stage parts to scar and humiliate me for life, but there is a rape system that exists since childhood which is run through remote control technology that rapes me off my own face and forces in whichever face they want on my face, does whatever they want to my brain and body and that scam has been raping and 'playing' with me all my life of misery even till I am 37 now. That scam is perhaps their 'acting' abusing my face,brain,body. As it is the systems of Delhi and Bombay decided they will never given me any professional qualification that will be any title in my Life, so despite my struggle in a personal and every other way, no Indian system of Delhi and Bombay ever regarded me as an actor or called me an actor, they just raped me, the remote control system kept raping me, they destroyed my face and skin and none of that is 'acting'. Those 'actor' names and 'actor/ titles were reserved by India for their own Indian faeces, Indian males and Indian females whereas all of my life and internal struggle and choices were looted,copied, stolen by these systems openly without ever giving me life, career or even a loving human touch,
Q) Today is a day of Love in some cultures, you have obviously not experienced any such thing?
Ans) There is no love yet in my life, other than the care given by my parents and they keep showing how much they fight with each other every day perhaps as they are programmed to do and I live with that sort of Love.
My years in Delhi as a child were completely loveless and no human being ever gave me any love in Delhi other than being molested and getting my breast grabbed as male 'human touch' on my body in the secure civil government area. I was a consumer of film,television,radio,news instead. Growing up in India with Indians has been such a horrid experience in my life that Indians despite exploiting me since childhood in their 'education' system and watching me destroyed in front of their film,tv brothel city of Bombay did not even give me any caring human touch.
In Bombay, Pune etc there was just a crowd and sea of people with no loving human touch, and eventually I was stripped bare of my jeans to be fucked and kissed and an erect penis was directed to be thrust into my arsehole to ejaculate to then abort me and spread my legs and bare my vagina to local Indian doctors of Bombay. In the same year 2010 I was again kissed and fucked by another stranger who was directed to never know me or see me again. Then I was asked to live in Delhi where street food adulterated with Indian?? semen was sent to me and I was aborted many times over through the remote control remote access system. And all through these years a remote control remote access technology system abuses my face to force whichever face they want on my face, do whatever they want to my brain and body and I have given away all the love in my vagina, heart and brain to them because I was given no other life in India. But It's by keeping me blind, I cannot see those people as they speak into my skull and do things with my nerves or body but i can hear their voice or any voice they want thrown into my skull, so its a virtual experience and not anything real in my life. Instead I give and take love online on free platforms such as chatrooms, online profiles, text and video chat, Then i cut up my body into photos and videos on my mobile phone which is obviously tapped into and with that i have some memory of what my own self is because there is no human being to love me or live with me and obviously nobody in Delhi or Bombay ever cared to make any photos or videos of me. So, since 2018 all parts of my body, my face, breasts,vagina details are available bare into photos and videos and anybody who gets them can 'PLAY" with them the way they want.
Q) Once again, it is all western classical music you placed here?
Ans) Yes, I found a piano in the hotel and I always wanted to know what it feels like to play a piano and I am an easy consumer of western classical music because there is no television noise consumption in my brain and a lot of space for music to breathe into my brain, but this isn't enough for me, its from the past, I want some music to also talk to me in the present. So i discovered famous popular ringtones which are freely available on the web and make for great short duration music. And I like discovering these unheard ringtones and well known music as I hear them while cutting up and putting together my self shot clips. So, like i discovered 'Scenes from a Childhood' by Robert Schumann, I put together my sleepy in the snow sequence with Tchaikovsky's Sleeping Beauty. And it heals me, because all these scenes do not exist in my childhood, some other experiences and scenes exist in my childhood and all these scenes could have existed in my childhood but they don't.
Q) So, you once again have no real experience of love in your life on this day, other than the remote control remote technology system and free online spaces?
Ans) No. I am fortunate to have this, life could even be worse. So, I always live with whatever I have. But I wish love to all people, that they get loved by their own people, that they have enough people of their own to hold and touch and care for their bodies and even brains and that nobody harms or hurts or abuses them especially in physical ways.
By the way, I wish to cut and upload one more part of MY WINTER HOLIDAY that still remains on my computer.
Q) You just uploaded
5 parts of MY WINTER HOLIDAY, what made you upload so many personal self shot
clips??
Ans) I am still a homeless person in my brain, the way i was brought up and i need some virtual presence of a snow clad home inside and outside that I can virtually live and breathe in, I have no such experience in life, this is just a 3 day experience in my life in India, first time ever. It happened because of the snow photos and snow clips i consumed on Snapchat and on online profiles of Kashmir and since all of this was free content I wanted to create free content and return it back to the internet. Now its a place like my virtual and computer spaces I can live in and call HOME or ROOM.
Q) But the place where you have enjoyed My Winter Holiday is actually a palace made into a hotel in Chail, do you feel it is right for you upload hotel footage?
Ans) People enter hotels and shoot footage and upload it for free on the internet, it does good for people, for the Hotel promotion and then other people can stumble upon it and consume it. It is all self shot footage and I have just placed free music available on the internet.
Q) Your self shot clips, is this supposed to be ACTING?
Ans) Which of this is acting, I lived 3 days in a beautiful palace which is now a hotel, I experience snowfall for the first time, wake up to a snow clad scene that i see with my eyes for the first time, wearing the same clothes I slept off in and videograph it on my own with my own hand and then put it together with good music, nobody directs me, nobody acts with me in these shots, nobody obviously pays me anything, ever which of this is ACTING???
The rape of my life since childhood was a scam called 'ACTING'. No acting work was ever given to me, especially in India other than some derogatory free show stage parts to scar and humiliate me for life, but there is a rape system that exists since childhood which is run through remote control technology that rapes me off my own face and forces in whichever face they want on my face, does whatever they want to my brain and body and that scam has been raping and 'playing' with me all my life of misery even till I am 37 now. That scam is perhaps their 'acting' abusing my face,brain,body. As it is the systems of Delhi and Bombay decided they will never given me any professional qualification that will be any title in my Life, so despite my struggle in a personal and every other way, no Indian system of Delhi and Bombay ever regarded me as an actor or called me an actor, they just raped me, the remote control system kept raping me, they destroyed my face and skin and none of that is 'acting'. Those 'actor' names and 'actor/ titles were reserved by India for their own Indian faeces, Indian males and Indian females whereas all of my life and internal struggle and choices were looted,copied, stolen by these systems openly without ever giving me life, career or even a loving human touch,
Q) Today is a day of Love in some cultures, you have obviously not experienced any such thing?
Ans) There is no love yet in my life, other than the care given by my parents and they keep showing how much they fight with each other every day perhaps as they are programmed to do and I live with that sort of Love.
My years in Delhi as a child were completely loveless and no human being ever gave me any love in Delhi other than being molested and getting my breast grabbed as male 'human touch' on my body in the secure civil government area. I was a consumer of film,television,radio,news instead. Growing up in India with Indians has been such a horrid experience in my life that Indians despite exploiting me since childhood in their 'education' system and watching me destroyed in front of their film,tv brothel city of Bombay did not even give me any caring human touch.
In Bombay, Pune etc there was just a crowd and sea of people with no loving human touch, and eventually I was stripped bare of my jeans to be fucked and kissed and an erect penis was directed to be thrust into my arsehole to ejaculate to then abort me and spread my legs and bare my vagina to local Indian doctors of Bombay. In the same year 2010 I was again kissed and fucked by another stranger who was directed to never know me or see me again. Then I was asked to live in Delhi where street food adulterated with Indian?? semen was sent to me and I was aborted many times over through the remote control remote access system. And all through these years a remote control remote access technology system abuses my face to force whichever face they want on my face, do whatever they want to my brain and body and I have given away all the love in my vagina, heart and brain to them because I was given no other life in India. But It's by keeping me blind, I cannot see those people as they speak into my skull and do things with my nerves or body but i can hear their voice or any voice they want thrown into my skull, so its a virtual experience and not anything real in my life. Instead I give and take love online on free platforms such as chatrooms, online profiles, text and video chat, Then i cut up my body into photos and videos on my mobile phone which is obviously tapped into and with that i have some memory of what my own self is because there is no human being to love me or live with me and obviously nobody in Delhi or Bombay ever cared to make any photos or videos of me. So, since 2018 all parts of my body, my face, breasts,vagina details are available bare into photos and videos and anybody who gets them can 'PLAY" with them the way they want.
And obviously
all my life, I got love from pillows, quilts, blankets, wood,
staircases that don't hurt or abuse or humiliate me, they can't even be
directed to 'ejaculate' anything into me.
Q) So, is all of that a part of living MY WINTER HOLIDAY for three days?
Ans) MY WINTER HOLIDAY is very special because I lived these 3 days because of my parents and we travelled here together and they made me see snowfall for the first time and I shot some footage with them, whereas my own self shot clips are just the things I kept doing with myself and the spaces around me, but even though I might be with my parents, all the people I consumed, c
Q) You just uploaded 5 parts of MY WINTER HOLIDAY, what made you upload so many personal self shot clips??
Ans) I am still a homeless person in my brain, the way i was brought up and i need some virtual presence of a snow clad home inside and outside that I can virtually live and breathe in, I have no such experience in life, this is just a 3 day experience in my life in India, first time ever. It happened because of the snow photos and snow clips i consumed on Snapchat and on online profiles of Kashmir and since all of this was free content I wanted to create free content and return it back to the internet. Now its a place like my virtual and computer spaces I can live in and call HOME or ROOM.
Q) But the place where you have enjoyed My Winter Holiday is actually a palace made into a hotel in Chail, do you feel it is right for you upload hotel footage?
Ans) People enter hotels and shoot footage and upload it for free on the internet, it does good for people, for the Hotel promotion and then other people can stumble upon it and consume it. It is all self shot footage and I have just placed free music available on the internet.
Q) Your self shot clips, is this supposed to be ACTING?
Ans) Which of this is acting, I lived 3 days in a beautiful palace which is now a hotel, I experience snowfall for the first time, wake up to a snow clad scene that i see with my eyes for the first time, wearing the same clothes I slept off in and videograph it on my own with my own hand and then put it together with good music, nobody directs me, nobody acts with me in these shots, nobody obviously pays me anything, ever which of this is ACTING???
The rape of my life since childhood was a scam called 'ACTING'. No acting work was ever given to me, especially in India other than some derogatory free show stage parts to scar and humiliate me for life, but there is a rape system that exists since childhood which is run through remote control technology that rapes me off my own face and forces in whichever face they want on my face, does whatever they want to my brain and body and that scam has been raping and 'playing' with me all my life of misery even till I am 37 now. That scam is perhaps their 'acting' abusing my face,brain,body. As it is the systems of Delhi and Bombay decided they will never given me any professional qualification that will be any title in my Life, so despite my struggle in a personal and every other way, no Indian system of Delhi and Bombay ever regarded me as an actor or called me an actor, they just raped me, the remote control system kept raping me, they destroyed my face and skin and none of that is 'acting'. Those 'actor' names and 'actor/ titles were reserved by India for their own Indian faeces, Indian males and Indian females whereas all of my life and internal struggle and choices were looted,copied, stolen by these systems openly without ever giving me life, career or even a loving human touch,
Q) Today is a day of Love in some cultures, you have obviously not experienced any such thing?
Ans) There is no love yet in my life, other than the care given by my parents and they keep showing how much they fight with each other every day perhaps as they are programmed to do and I live with that sort of Love.
My years in Delhi as a child were completely loveless and no human being ever gave me any love in Delhi other than being molested and getting my breast grabbed as male 'human touch' on my body in the secure civil government area. I was a consumer of film,television,radio,news instead. Growing up in India with Indians has been such a horrid experience in my life that Indians despite exploiting me since childhood in their 'education' system and watching me destroyed in front of their film,tv brothel city of Bombay did not even give me any caring human touch.
In Bombay, Pune etc there was just a crowd and sea of people with no loving human touch, and eventually I was stripped bare of my jeans to be fucked and kissed and an erect penis was directed to be thrust into my arsehole to ejaculate to then abort me and spread my legs and bare my vagina to local Indian doctors of Bombay. In the same year 2010 I was again kissed and fucked by another stranger who was directed to never know me or see me again. Then I was asked to live in Delhi where street food adulterated with Indian?? semen was sent to me and I was aborted many times over through the remote control remote access system. And all through these years a remote control remote access technology system abuses my face to force whichever face they want on my face, do whatever they want to my brain and body and I have given away all the love in my vagina, heart and brain to them because I was given no other life in India. But It's by keeping me blind, I cannot see those people as they speak into my skull and do things with my nerves or body but i can hear their voice or any voice they want thrown into my skull, so its a virtual experience and not anything real in my life. Instead I give and take love online on free platforms such as chatrooms, online profiles, text and video chat, Then i cut up my body into photos and videos on my mobile phone which is obviously tapped into and with that i have some memory of what my own self is because there is no human being to love me or live with me and obviously nobody in Delhi or Bombay ever cared to make any photos or videos of me. So, since 2018 all parts of my body, my face, breasts,vagina details are available bare into photos and videos and anybody who gets them can 'PLAY" with them the way they want.
And obviously
all my life, I got love from pillows, quilts, blankets, wood,
staircases that don't hurt or abuse or humiliate me, they can't even be
directed to 'ejaculate' anything into me.
ommunicated with and
loved online and their visuals remain in my brain, thought and feeling so
wherever I went I took that experience along with me.
Q) Once again, it is all western classical music you placed here?
Ans) Yes, I found a piano in the hotel and I always wanted to know what it feels like to play a piano and I am an easy consumer of western classical music because there is no television noise consumption in my brain and a lot of space for music to breathe into my brain, but this isn't enough for me, its from the past, I want some music to also talk to me in the present. So i discovered famous popular ringtones which are freely available on the web and make for great short duration music. And I like discovering these unheard ringtones and well known music as I hear them while cutting up and putting together my self shot clips. So, like i discovered 'Scenes from a Childhood' by Robert Schumann, I put together my sleepy in the snow sequence with Tchaikovsky's Sleeping Beauty. And it heals me, because all these scenes do not exist in my childhood, some other experiences and scenes exist in my childhood and all these scenes could have existed in my childhood but they don't.
Q) So, you once again have no real experience of love in your life on this day, other than the remote control remote technology system and free online spaces?
Ans) No. I am fortunate to have this, life could even be worse. So, I always live with whatever I have. But I wish love to all people, that they get loved by their own people, that they have enough people of their own to hold and touch and care for their bodies and even brains and that nobody harms or hurts or abuses them especially in physical ways.
By the way, I wish to cut and upload one more part of MY WINTER HOLIDAY that still remains on my computer.
