Ans) Health and Happiness. Especially for a lifetime of hardwork.
Q) Since you are the youngest child, you have seen only the later part of your fathers life in Delhi, do you feel you have missed out on anything?
Ans) I dont think about that. I have my own journey. I know I wasnt born to a very young father and I have grown up after my parents have lived their life experiences and for me that is good. I got the benefit of learning from my parents life experiences and wisdom.I grew up studying the photos in my parents photo album about their life before I was born.
Q) You haven't lived and shared the Indian army life, your father served ?
Ans) No. Very little. Only for the primary school years of my life, when I travelled with the family to various army postings where our father was posted or that the family travelled to. After that I grew up in the civil area of Delhi and while our father used to stay away in places where he was posted, I grew up under my mothers service in Delhi and we travelled in the summer vacation to wherever our father was posted. After that he moved back to Delhi.
Q)Does your father scold and discipline you because of the army lifestyle he served??
Ans)Maybe. He tried very hard to discipline me for a life in Delhi, but I just wanted to be free and outdoors. I get scolded a lot since childhood and as a child I used to get hurt at every joke or comment or scolding, but over the years I learnt the wisdom of parents teaches about the vicious world that exists outside the comfort of the home and family you grow up in.
Q) So you didn't mind your father scolding you?
Ans) I wish that didnt happen, but thats the real world of being prepared at home for the sort of hate that exists outside of a home. As I said, I am born as the youngest so I receive more wisdom about right and wrong through the scolding I receive. More than any other relationship, a father who is strict is doing his job in a real way, bringing all the wisdom of experience, than being a soft father who lets you do whatever you want and get destroyed with it.
Q) But you cant do the same thing of raising your voice against your father?
Ans) I have raised my voice for the first time since 2011 against every human being, because its been too long for being forced to be a puppet controlled and modified through technology since childhood without ever being told how i was accessed and puppeted. So, its the first time I have lived with my voice raised and speaking in an ill language which I have never done in my childhood.
I felt bad about it of course, the most about having to speak ill with my parents, so sometimes I wondered if my father is also puppeted remotely and programmed to keep scolding me.
Q) Obviously you have done a lot of things on your own wish without being directed by your father, which makes you a very spoilt child on your own, how did your father manage to keep you consistent in study during your younger years?
Ans) I like to study but I get distracted by a lot of new things in the world. But it was only because of my fathers strict discipline that I was able to study and appear for a lot of professional competitive entrance examinations in Delhi, otherwise I would have just been a face,brain,body puppeted through some remote access technology and other methods and cut off from any aspiration to experience and live my own academic worth. When My parents came to see me as I studied for a year in Melbourne, it was my parents first travel to any foreign country and I felt very happy about it.
For all the bad things I have done and for the bad things happened to me, I want to keep saying Sorry to my father but its also my right to explain that there has been a remote technology system accessing and trying to make a puppet out of me
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